Wednesday, 23 July 1986: Liquor-Lubricated Ravings from a Port Elizabeth Hotel Room
Grand Hotel, 9:45PM
Ah fuck man, smashed
again. Half a liter of red wine at
dinner and two scotch on the rocks since.
Hear ringing in my ears. It’s
lonely and too early for bed. Earlier
tonight, I tried to have dinner at a Chinese place, but they aren’t
licensed. Means I couldn’t have wine
with dinner, old sport, unless I brought my own. But the cocksucking drankwinkels (bottle stores) in this bloody city close at
6:30PM. At 6:30, I was jogging through
St. George’s Park. Anyway, I would up at
an Italian restaurant that was licensed.
The red wine for R2.50/carafe was decent and plentiful. The food was decent, but they played this
god-awful, American country and western music on their tape machine. Was it for the benefit of this American
diner? There were only a handful of
people in the place. Since dinner I’ve
hit a couple of bars.
I’m not sure why white parents in Port Elizabeth would be
concerned that non-white children might use the same playground equipment as
their offspring. Would non-white kids
pass along an African disease to their kids?
Oh, I forgot – the races are happier when they’re separated. Or, at least, that’s what South Africans were
taught by their eminent pseudo-psychologist, Hendrik Verwoerd.
Coloured honeys are
outasight. Saw three of them at the
Grand Hotel bar just before I came back to my room. Stimulated the beast in me. The fucking Afrikaner men like those guys on
the train last week must be out of their minds not to crave coloured
flesh. Hot coloured women are on a par
with hot Chicanas back home.
Not much else to report on today. I’ve been deliberately avoiding people so I can get more writing and photography done. And I continue to be sick of talking politics with these people. Like this morning, I’m taking pix of some historical homes. This guy offers me the use of his front step to get a better angle. That’s nice. Then he starts talking photography. He has a Pentax ME. Tells me how he shot panoramas of PE and Cape Town. That’s cool. But then the guy has to slip in that he’s not a South African and doesn’t believe in apartheid. But he worked here for General Motors for 36 years. Shit – I get tired of these people and their apologies. Does everyone’s defensiveness and apologetic demeanor indicate that they know they have to change and soon? They all know something is wrong – even those jerky railway police I talked to on the train last Friday night. No, you can’t fool ol’ Will.
Historic homes, Port Elizabeth
Off to the “Garden Route” tomorrow before winding up in Cape Town. Have enjoyed my time here in Port Elizabeth. I needed to be myself for a couple days to get centered again.
Fuck, what if I get
shot and no one can read the handwritten scribblings in this notebook (but
really, why would they want to anyway?) Mrs. Jordan, my 5th grade teacher back in Warwick, Rhode
Island was right. I deserved a “D” in
handwriting and it hasn’t improved all that much in 29 years.


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